Sana (repost from another blog)

It's nice to read some blog entries from years ago and realize how normal or abnormal I was before. Here's one post I found interesting.

I'm going to make a list of some small-time and short-term goals just to keep me sane for now since I've been "emotionally unstable" for the past couple of months. Where should I start?

1. Sleep at 11pm and wake up at 4am as often as I can to be able to have a somehow normal sleep cycle that I haven't had for years.

2. Organize things once a week so I don't lose important stuff. I wonder where my 7.5m measuring tape went...

3. As much as possible, return things where they were originally placed so as not to lose a lot of time looking for things that should be there when needed.

4. Eat meals on time to avoid reasons to buy more medicines.

5. Feeding the fish is therapeutic... and it will keep them alive. Do it everyday.

6. Always make a list of things to do so that I don't panic when I remember them in the middle of the night.

7. Never lose that 7.5m measuring tape I just found a couple of minutes ago.

8. Finish a book every month. I still have Bag of Bones, A Series of Unfortunate Events Book 3, 12 (weird that I haven't finished this), Duh?!!, Hellbound Hearts, No Fear Shakespeare: Romeo and Juliet (yeah, strange), any many more.

9. After finishing all the books, buy that interesting Philosophy book in Fully Booked.

10. Explore new design sites for references.

11. Go out with friends every once in a while.

12. Take supplements everyday. It'd be a waste of money if they expire.

13. Never forget to take your meds on time so as not to get woozy in the morning.

14. Defragment PC every week since it will take too long if this will be done everyday.

15. Charge phones even though no one sends a message except for work.

16. Facebook is evil. Keep away from that website.

17. Finish that bottle of brandy so that it won't go to waste. (Is this good?)

18. Throw all unnecessary stuff on your table.

19. Take pleasure in killing ants.

20. Save enough money for that lovely case logic bag. Hahaha!

Muling Ilathala?

I am the lord of the lazy.

If not for the money, then I wouldn't have looked for a job.

I just want to lie around and watch tv all day.

I hate waking up early.

I hate meetings.

I hate taking baths.

I hate washing dishes.

I hate chores.

I hate checking emails.

I hate getting up to get a glass of water.

I hate walking.

I hate talking to people.

I hate taking down notes.

I hate sitting down in front of the pc to do work.

I hate thinking.

I love procrastination.

I want more sleep!

I want to sleep forever!

from Confessions of ME, Kamot Papel

Kape

Grabe. Na-miss ko ang pagsulat dito. Ngayon ko lamang napagtanto na napakadrama na pala ng mabahong bata. Pasensya naman at may pinagdaraanan lamang. Ngayon, wala lang din naman akong maisulat na nakaaliw. Gusto ko lang bumisita. Gusto ko lang tignan kung may nagbago. Parang wala naman. May mga pangyayari lang na hindi nakakatuwa. Marami rin namang bago at maipagdiriwang. Sa totoo lang, ako wala pa rin. Parang wala lang talaga.